Serious Problem!

October 3rd, 2009 by Eric Leave a reply »

I’ve spent probably 50+ hours online in the past few days. One thing I’m seriously good at is multitasking. I was once told that when it comes to “Situational Awarness”, I have great skills in this area. But, there are many things that I seriously lack in. Is this a human flaw? is this something that was planned? Am I who I think I am?

Have you ever started a project that seams easy to you and you just can’t seem to concentrate on it? There are certain things in my life that I know I’m really good at. There also things in my life that I constantly try to improve on. I would describe myself as a loner. One thing that I can’t figure out, is if I’m doing it out of selfishness or the desire for knowledge. For many hours now I have been plugging away at coding a script to exploit the weaknesses in facebook for monetary gain. As I do this I’m always looking for a shortcut. New code that has been implemented that I don’t know yet. While searching for these type of codes I find myself going off on tangents. Getting deeper into SEO, marketing strategies, high monetary gains.

Where I’m going with this is simple. I’ve spent the last year+ sugar coating my experiences for ratings/rankings. Which didn’t work anyway so why bother.j I’ve put a lot of thought into this over the past many months and from time to time it creeps back into my head. This time it was triggered by my recent activity on Facebook. I take time to step back and look at my life and what I’ve done or haven’t.

One thing I have always been is stubborn. Never been a follower. No matter how much trouble it may cause, I have always made major decisions on my own and take full responsibility for those decisions. But it still brings me back to why I am doing what I am doing. The people I meet are unbelievable! If I was a drug addict, addicted to cocaine, heroin, meth or whatever, I would describe the feeling as equal. Here I am in this world of people that don’t even know what a pasty fart is, and I love it!

Where am I going with this again? Well to be completely honest, I’m going nowhere! I just want to keep doing what I’m doing for as long as I can. But, with no sugar coating of what I experience.

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